I do not know about others but for me, I've always believe the journey to this particular destination, you have to be invited to go...at least for me.
Take me for example, I've been planning to go since 2008, but there're always obstacles..unlike going on normal holidays..I can just plan, packed and go. But for some people, I saw them planning and go without any hurdles (lucky them)
You peeps must be wondering (those who know I just joined this company) how I get to leave office for 2 whole weeks..yes, it's part of the agreement prior to my joining that I'll be allowed to take 2 weeks leave:)
...another thing, I'm worried sick that I will miss my babies...the thought of not seeing them for 2 whole weeks make me wanna cry each time..it's unbearable:( I wish they are big enough to follow me..weeks prior to this I was trying my best to be as cool as I can be even when they tend to misbehave a little bit..I bet they have been wondering what happened to my mommy????
I hope Allah will make it easy for me this time..and if I've ever offended anyone I would like to apologize from the bottom of my heart
Till we meet again..InsyaAllah